Dear kuya,
Hi Kuya i know its been a while again since my last letter. I guess u do know why already. Our life here are all ok. Mom is fine just have some body ache i guess its cause of the weather. Its been so cold from the past few weeks. Kyle is doing fine. His kinda excited about her up coming 3rd birthday this coming February 7. I promise i will buy him some cake on his birthday. Like i said on my lasy letter our office is planning to move. its every this are in place our office will be moving in Makati. SO mom told me to move to our old house in Tagig that will be a 3 to 4 ride to our new office. I know if i live there i will always remember you and Dad. We did spend our family day there. We start living there since i was in gradeschool and left that house when i am already working.So we did spend out youth days there. Plus i will always see your friends there. Which is ok in some way. It will just make me cry sometimes and i know it will. I always talk to Nang-Nang yung girlfriend everytime she get online. I make sure she will stay with me when i live there. I plan to enroll to a yoga class when we finally move to makati. Its something i wanna do for myself. Not just to lose weight but to be healthy cause i know im getting old na. By the way. Last Saturday i discover that one of my friend just past away. He got sick like you had too. It made me sad again. I havent seen her for years. Me and my friend Rea are planning to go to the funeral this coming Sunday. I hope we really can.
I do miss you kuya. It still makes me cry when i suddenly think of you. I guess cause your so close to me and your my only brother. Sometimes i wish your still around and we can still go out. I know you love malling. I saw the picture we took when we went to the disco together for the first time. I remember how fun u were. Making all of my friends laugh with all of your joke. I still wish we can still do that. But i know i got to move on and just always remember i got to continue my life and be fulfill so that when we meet again i will have lots of things and stories to tell you.
Well Kuya i got to go now. I got to go back to my work. I do miss you already. You are one of the reason why i smile when i look at the sky. I know that your there look at us and loving us always. Love you bro!!!
Loving you always,
Shiela
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I apologize for not writing
Dear kuya,
Hi Kuya I do apologize again for not be able to write you for the past few days. I been busy at work. I always have a week day report to my boss plus our office will move near Makati and it will be too far to my recent home now. I decided to move to Tagig too which is much near to Makati. I talk to your Girlfriend Marilyn if she can stay with me so i can be with someone if i move there. Mom already allow me to move there cause she understand that it will be very hard for me to commute everyday to go to work if the office move to Makati. We haven't move yet though but Rea uncle is already busy looking for any office space available for rent. So i guess by the end of the move i will be staying in our old house in Tagig for weekdays and go visit mom and Kyle on weekends. You know kuya even if i am busy i still do remember you. Specially if i talk to the people who miss and love you too. Plus Kyle always mention your name. And i guess he do miss you too. I had a chat to your girlfriend yesterday and she mention that she had a dream about you. and it made her cry. She said in her dream you came and she said to you that she will go to where you are now. But you said No. I told her well I know you to miss her so much. And that she cant be with you yet cause its not her time yet. I still do wish too that i can see you in my dreams too. And dream about the day that when were still small and we both play games. Like how you teach me how to play marbles and your text card. How we both love to watch Voltes V and other cartoons that you always didn't miss to watch.
It always been so cold recently too specially at night. Mom always mention that if your still here you might take the cold and will always complain about it. Well its really cold recently. I been wearing coat all the time i go to work. And i always have blanket at night when i sleep. Honestly kuya. I don't really wanna go to Tagig. I guess cause we grow up there and it will give so many memories to me about you. But i try to see it in a good way. I think if i go there i will feel much more closer to you that being here. Cause when i am there i will see lots of places and stuff that will help me remind how happy it was when your still here. Plus i will always see your good friends like LM and Jop-Jop.
I hope you do understand if i cant write everyday . I plan to have computer connection in Tagig if i move there already. If that happened i can then write to you everyday. For now i got to go i got to go back to my work. I love you bro and i really do miss you all the time. And your always in my heart and mind. I wont be a day where i didn't remember some of our past together.
Love ,
Shiela
Hi Kuya I do apologize again for not be able to write you for the past few days. I been busy at work. I always have a week day report to my boss plus our office will move near Makati and it will be too far to my recent home now. I decided to move to Tagig too which is much near to Makati. I talk to your Girlfriend Marilyn if she can stay with me so i can be with someone if i move there. Mom already allow me to move there cause she understand that it will be very hard for me to commute everyday to go to work if the office move to Makati. We haven't move yet though but Rea uncle is already busy looking for any office space available for rent. So i guess by the end of the move i will be staying in our old house in Tagig for weekdays and go visit mom and Kyle on weekends. You know kuya even if i am busy i still do remember you. Specially if i talk to the people who miss and love you too. Plus Kyle always mention your name. And i guess he do miss you too. I had a chat to your girlfriend yesterday and she mention that she had a dream about you. and it made her cry. She said in her dream you came and she said to you that she will go to where you are now. But you said No. I told her well I know you to miss her so much. And that she cant be with you yet cause its not her time yet. I still do wish too that i can see you in my dreams too. And dream about the day that when were still small and we both play games. Like how you teach me how to play marbles and your text card. How we both love to watch Voltes V and other cartoons that you always didn't miss to watch.
It always been so cold recently too specially at night. Mom always mention that if your still here you might take the cold and will always complain about it. Well its really cold recently. I been wearing coat all the time i go to work. And i always have blanket at night when i sleep. Honestly kuya. I don't really wanna go to Tagig. I guess cause we grow up there and it will give so many memories to me about you. But i try to see it in a good way. I think if i go there i will feel much more closer to you that being here. Cause when i am there i will see lots of places and stuff that will help me remind how happy it was when your still here. Plus i will always see your good friends like LM and Jop-Jop.
I hope you do understand if i cant write everyday . I plan to have computer connection in Tagig if i move there already. If that happened i can then write to you everyday. For now i got to go i got to go back to my work. I love you bro and i really do miss you all the time. And your always in my heart and mind. I wont be a day where i didn't remember some of our past together.
Love ,
Shiela
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Just as I promise
Dear kuya,
Hi Kuya i just finish putting the song i dedicate to you. I been promising you that i will put the song here . Well now i finally did. I hope you will like it. I will put the lyrics of it here too but i guess i can do that by tomorrow. I got to write you a letter and get back to work. And like i said too yesterday that i will tell me all that did happened last long holiday. Well Christmas went out fine. We cooked some dishes. And ate together. Kyle did have fun and mom too. Although i can still see that she do miss you a lot. In her eyes i can still see that she is sad that your not with us last Christmas. The 40th days mas was held too in your memory. It was held last 29th of December. Lot of people came some of our cousin came too. And also our nephews and nieces. I can see kyle did had fun. He love meeting and playing with lots of people. Then on New year eve was a little quiet. Not like when your here. We just cook stay home watch movies and wait for the clock to strike 12. I wasn't that well on that day. I been having some body aches. I guess its cause the weather is so cold that day. Five minutes before twelve. I begun to make noise. I called Kyle and told him his allowed to scream and blow his trumpet . He really didn't know how to blow it though. He was so cute. But he did had fun he was screaming and kissing everyone. He always enjoy watching the firework in the sky. All is noise like usual here in the Philippines. I know everybody is happy. I began to think about you. And how we spend the holidays with you. Its really not that complete. Then on the first day of this year our auntie Elena invite us to spend the day with them. So we went there. We ate, listen to music, and talk about lots of stuff. Auntie Elfa was there too together with Auntie Nilda. They drunk some beer. Dance and have fun. They were a little drunk though and been dancing the chacha all night. Mom was just sitting watching them.
Right now mom and Mylin were busy running the Barbecue store that they just open. They just open it yesterday. I will go there and see how it was later after work.
Kuya I do miss you more and more each day. I always think about you. I always wish your still here. There are night when I'm on my bed that i still call you and wonder how you were . Then i will talk to God and pray that you and Daddy are both safe in God's Hand. I miss you bro. I always do. And just like what the song say " I will never say goodbye to you" I will just look up to the sky and smile and I know someday I will still see you and we will still be together. Love you bro!!!
Love,
Shiela
Hi Kuya i just finish putting the song i dedicate to you. I been promising you that i will put the song here . Well now i finally did. I hope you will like it. I will put the lyrics of it here too but i guess i can do that by tomorrow. I got to write you a letter and get back to work. And like i said too yesterday that i will tell me all that did happened last long holiday. Well Christmas went out fine. We cooked some dishes. And ate together. Kyle did have fun and mom too. Although i can still see that she do miss you a lot. In her eyes i can still see that she is sad that your not with us last Christmas. The 40th days mas was held too in your memory. It was held last 29th of December. Lot of people came some of our cousin came too. And also our nephews and nieces. I can see kyle did had fun. He love meeting and playing with lots of people. Then on New year eve was a little quiet. Not like when your here. We just cook stay home watch movies and wait for the clock to strike 12. I wasn't that well on that day. I been having some body aches. I guess its cause the weather is so cold that day. Five minutes before twelve. I begun to make noise. I called Kyle and told him his allowed to scream and blow his trumpet . He really didn't know how to blow it though. He was so cute. But he did had fun he was screaming and kissing everyone. He always enjoy watching the firework in the sky. All is noise like usual here in the Philippines. I know everybody is happy. I began to think about you. And how we spend the holidays with you. Its really not that complete. Then on the first day of this year our auntie Elena invite us to spend the day with them. So we went there. We ate, listen to music, and talk about lots of stuff. Auntie Elfa was there too together with Auntie Nilda. They drunk some beer. Dance and have fun. They were a little drunk though and been dancing the chacha all night. Mom was just sitting watching them.
Right now mom and Mylin were busy running the Barbecue store that they just open. They just open it yesterday. I will go there and see how it was later after work.
Kuya I do miss you more and more each day. I always think about you. I always wish your still here. There are night when I'm on my bed that i still call you and wonder how you were . Then i will talk to God and pray that you and Daddy are both safe in God's Hand. I miss you bro. I always do. And just like what the song say " I will never say goodbye to you" I will just look up to the sky and smile and I know someday I will still see you and we will still be together. Love you bro!!!
Love,
Shiela
Monday, January 5, 2009
Dont have enough time
Dear Kuya,
Its been a long holiday for me. And now i got to make this letter a quick one. I am sorry that i didn't have enough time to tell you all that had happend to us on the long holiday. I been doing a lot of work today. And i just get a little time to write to you. But i will write i letter to you tomorrow i promise. I got to go now cause its time to go home for me. I love you bro and i always miss you. I wish i can have my computer at home so i can write to you all the time
Its been a long holiday for me. And now i got to make this letter a quick one. I am sorry that i didn't have enough time to tell you all that had happend to us on the long holiday. I been doing a lot of work today. And i just get a little time to write to you. But i will write i letter to you tomorrow i promise. I got to go now cause its time to go home for me. I love you bro and i always miss you. I wish i can have my computer at home so i can write to you all the time
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