Dear Kuya,
Hello again kuya i know its been awhile. Our office just moved so we are just finish putting back our stuff together and laying the cable cord for our computers. Although I'm still adjusting to everything. And actually i even got lost yesterday on my way here to the office. I know where your here you will laugh at me and tell me I'm silly. I know you are good at this. I always know places specially in manila area. I always thought that maybe its because you have a very good memory. Much better that mine. Unlike me you didn't get lost in anywhere in Manila. And admire you so much. I do wish i can be like you. That i know the routes of any jeepney i can see. Honestly they are really confusing. Specially now that there are so many jeep and lots of new routes. Plus there's a train station too already. But i do like the train more. I even ride on one today on my way here at the office. I realize riding a jeep will eat much of my time although its more cheaper than the train.
I thought of you today when i woke up. I admit that's one of the reason why i am making a post right now. I just remember how it was before when your still here. We been missing you. Mom miss you the most. I took Kyle on the barber shop last week. He didn't give the hair cutter a hard time. He been a good boy while the barber is cutting his hair. But he wanna keep on looking at the mirror so her mom really had a hard time holding his head to look on the other way. He is so adorable just watching him while his having his haircut is fun. After that we went to a food chain and eat some Halo - Halo. He love Halo - Halo look you do. He thought its a different kind of ice cream. I just got my psp back too now. I downloaded new games again. I have Mortal Combat. I know you will love that game. I really cant reach the high score or high level even in an easy mood. But to you i know you can do it. Your more good at it than me. Your a pro and I'm just a Rookie.
I do miss you Kuya. I wonder how it will be if you did get well and still here. If you will always play my psp. If you will move with me in Tagig which I'm 90% sure you will because you love it there. I love you Kuya. I got to go for now. I see you next time.
Love,
Shiela
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Thank you
Dear Kuya,
Hi kuya I know its been awhile again since my last letter. But i know you do understand why. Dont worry for sure when i get to move to tagig and get my cable connection back i can write to you everyday even on my day off.
We are all fine so far. Mom kinda feel some ache on her knee. Maybe because of the weather. Its been cold again recently. There are some times too that i reminisce the days your still with us. I do remember the day when were going to the hospital. Where inside the taxi and i look at you and you look so pale and weak. Your having a hard time catching your breath. But you look at me and say "Thank you" It really mean a lot to me. I can feel the sincerity on those words. It did made me wanna cry but i try not too show you that i am sad. I suddenly felt more sad cause i'm someway i am hope that it wont be the last Thank you word that you will say to me. When we get to the hospital. They did some examination to you. I know you really wanna stay there at the hospital but they didnt accept you. They say theres no available room for you cause there wards are full. I can see the sadness and worry in your eyes when we get back home. I guess you do really felt that your getting worst. I cant do anything at that time. I dont have enough money to spend to get you to another hospital. But i know your still happy that we did try. This letter really makes me cry. Remembering that sad day for me is so hard. Remember the feeling of hopelessness and sadness that i felt that day. I got to pause for awhile now. My tears are falling and i cant stop it. Im at the office im kinda worry someone will come to my room and would wonder why im crying. Kuya I always hope i have done a lot more for you. I honestly still sad that i didnt do the best i can to help you. I wish i have money to spend for you to get well. But i know right now i got to be strong for mom. I know she is more sad than me. We really miss you so much. And i will always say "Your welcome Kuya!" And if in our second life we still be brothers and sisters. I will still do all the things i did for you just to make you happy. I will do it because I love you so much.
Love,
Shiela
Hi kuya I know its been awhile again since my last letter. But i know you do understand why. Dont worry for sure when i get to move to tagig and get my cable connection back i can write to you everyday even on my day off.
We are all fine so far. Mom kinda feel some ache on her knee. Maybe because of the weather. Its been cold again recently. There are some times too that i reminisce the days your still with us. I do remember the day when were going to the hospital. Where inside the taxi and i look at you and you look so pale and weak. Your having a hard time catching your breath. But you look at me and say "Thank you" It really mean a lot to me. I can feel the sincerity on those words. It did made me wanna cry but i try not too show you that i am sad. I suddenly felt more sad cause i'm someway i am hope that it wont be the last Thank you word that you will say to me. When we get to the hospital. They did some examination to you. I know you really wanna stay there at the hospital but they didnt accept you. They say theres no available room for you cause there wards are full. I can see the sadness and worry in your eyes when we get back home. I guess you do really felt that your getting worst. I cant do anything at that time. I dont have enough money to spend to get you to another hospital. But i know your still happy that we did try. This letter really makes me cry. Remembering that sad day for me is so hard. Remember the feeling of hopelessness and sadness that i felt that day. I got to pause for awhile now. My tears are falling and i cant stop it. Im at the office im kinda worry someone will come to my room and would wonder why im crying. Kuya I always hope i have done a lot more for you. I honestly still sad that i didnt do the best i can to help you. I wish i have money to spend for you to get well. But i know right now i got to be strong for mom. I know she is more sad than me. We really miss you so much. And i will always say "Your welcome Kuya!" And if in our second life we still be brothers and sisters. I will still do all the things i did for you just to make you happy. I will do it because I love you so much.
Love,
Shiela
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